So, I guess it's my turn to say a few words. John is the expert in writing now and I leave most of it to him.
It's amazing how life has changed for us over the last few weeks. It started as an unexpected phone call, then a decision to move to Texas, and as the days have passed we've been so excited about our new adventure because we know God has shown us favor once more and blessed us with an incredible opportunity. However, today has been a glimpse into life without Daddy.
It's been said, "You don't know what you have until it's gone." Well, I do know what I have and now that he's gone, I realize it even more. Reality has started to set in, as I knew it would. Making daily decisions for our family by myself, wondering who's going to change the light bulbs when they go out (I actually find myself praying for them to last longer so I don't have to climb up onto the chair that I've had to stack multiple phone books on just to get on my tip toes, reach with all my might, and still not be able to reach the light bulb : ), and falling asleep alone have all been part of my life now.
Life is full of unknowns for us right now, but still there seems to be a peace in the midst of chaos. I'm not sure what life will look like for us next week, next month, or next year. I am sure, however, that God is in control. That's a big statement for me...I admit I have control issues and it's hard for me to let go sometimes. I am so thankful for an incredible support network! Thank you those who have sent us such inspirational and encouraging e-mails, called to check up on us, offered to mow, and for family who have been there through this transition.
As Breanna mentioned the other day, we are moving because we feel God told us to. I am confident that God has great things in our future and I am excited...even if we are taking steps into the unknown. I know He is in control...not me!
To John...thank you for listening to God and following your calling. You have such strength, wisdom, and faith! I love you!
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3 comments:
Lynette,
John is NOT! the only writer in the family! You have a great gift. First as a person, then a wife and mother. (A writer! Not just a writer - a communicator.) And, last, but certainly not least, a great encourager. Praying for you, Bre and Brant!
Love ya
Dad Davidson
Thanks Lynette. You're the best. Sorry you have to be a single parent for a while, but I know it will all be worth it when everything's said and done. Those videos are the best. Keep them coming. I bought a disposable camera today and will start taking pics as soon as I can and sending them as postcards to the kids. Love you.
Okay...you're getting sappy on me! No really, Lynette, I know how you feel. Since June, 8th, I have seen Tim 12 days. I got one full week...but even that week was few and far between. The rest have been from Friday evening to Sunday afternoon. You can do it. Just hang in there. I used to enjoy my nights to myself...but over the last few years, as Tim has taken on this schedule, I have grown to miss him more and more. (Snoring and all!) Being a single mom is no fun...and I think I now have a greater understanding of what they must go through. At this point, we have only 3 more days to go before he comes home. But last night, we were all a mess. All crying because we miss him. I don't ever want to be without him...even though there are things about him that drive me crazy. I'd rather be a little crazy, than completely alone. God knows the perfect buyer for your home and will bring them along. He will take care of you all, even though you're not all together! And, if you ever have a night when you just need to blow off steam...call me!
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